While Waiting for my hair to dry...
I went to see Josephine, Carmen and Desmond Ng's blog... It made me feel so... Haix...
I haven been able to talk to them for like... ??? A year? Or a few Months? When was the last time we met out?
That day, Corrisa saw me in my shop, my backview and she came to talk to me... I somehow asked her whats she doing now. She was working, still at Crumpler. I didnt know... I though she quited it and then she told me she onli stopped for a month... And it was like? A year ago?
After she left... I was thinking... OMG... i haven been in contact with them for ONE year? What was i doing?
I was stressing myself with my school work and my school life... That i totally forgot abt my other friends... Didnt even made a effort to get them out... Even though i know i sucks at planning a outing cause it alway ends up with no people...
As i was saying, i went to their blogs and looked at their past entries. So much has happened... So much was written... So much was unknown to me... What was i doing? LoL... Not getting emo here but just wondering... Just purely wondering... I have been wasting my LIFE away...
I really need to have someone controlling my life man... I need someone to... Now that i can totally give up on Rachel due to a few reasons... I almost have no motivation in my life now... How arh how arh? Why arh Why arh... What to do Arh?... Die Arh Die Arh...
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