Today i went to my friend's hse to study... Well we talked more than study, haha but well.. not bad, talked alot on meaningfull things. Okie the reason i wanna blog is i found out, i am VERY WEIRD! well its not something surprising, haha...
Gossiped alot, talked abt relationships and stuff... I got nothing much to say as i have any been into one. Okie... What i wanna say...
She asked, Hey. if u go into army, and ur GF very lonely and there is this guy that is very good to her and always there for her when u are not around. She wants to go out with him and know him better, what will u do? feel?
Me replied, Erm, let her go lor... i wont feel angry or sad, i cant expect her to suffer with me... even though i am suffering inside, y make another person u like suffer with u too, To me, now... Waiting is a very stupid thing to do as we spend 1/3 of our life sleeping and almost 1/6 of our life waiting... So, yup...
She asked, then if this girl 2 timer u, what will u do?
Me replied, erm, break up lor... What to do...
She asked, when is the time u really really feel loved or loved someone...
Me replied, ...... ...... This question how to do arh???
I got no answer to that... I felt that, i am so heartless... i think abt it very honestly... i nv truly loved someone with all my heart... Nv really felt loved b4... Nv knew what it is like when ur heart pump faster without having a body full of sweat... Well yup... Thats all Haha