Has been a while... Didnt have the time to blog... Even now, i am not supposed to be free... I got to go out tml, to register my driving... and go Hend erson to help out... And maybe at night to the gym... But this post is important... its a sad thing...
I post this as my msn nick is not long enough for me to say everything out clearly. Just, Sad... Wondering
Who am i in everyone i knows?
Where do i stand?
When am i needed?
What am i good for?
How come its always me?
Tuesday, 11-09-2007. i finished my chalet with my gaming friends. Had fun. i was heading back home on a cab as i was supposed to reach Henderson by 11am, to help out Miss Choo. and at the same time, talk abt the ART Alumni. Went home, bathed and i was on my way. Reached the Henderson Market and i sms miss choo if she wants any lunch.
She replied, telling me, she was not able to entertain me if i reach school as she is going for a breifing somewhere. because of the prelims there is no ART students staying back. I was not angry, i was SAD... Very... As she is not the only one... The people that are supposed to be going with me, SMASHED an aeroplane on me.
How sad is this... i cant explain it out in words... maybe it is just ME... Just me that this kind of things ALWAYS happen? to ME?
I dont need reasons anymore... Found out that reasons are not needed. even if u explain to me, i cant make u change. Even if i can, i will then be the Bad Guy... making u Smash another aeroplane on another someone. SO, i will take the pain, than make another one suffer.
I dont know what to do... I always talk big... Talk alot abt this that... My Questions...
Who can i ask?
Where can the answers be found?
When is the day it can be solved?
What can i do?
How come its always me?