{Friday, August 18, 2006}

I am .......... Angry with myself... I tried to study maths... And what ever i study, did came out... But those i did not study, also came out... Y is it that those i studied are onli worth 3 Stupid marks and Those not studied is worth 20!20 Farking marks!!!

I am going crazy! So crazy! I don know what to do... totally... I am drive to a corner with no where to go... What to do??? I don know... I just wanna... Let everything go... I don wan to be responsible for anything... NoNo... Thats not a good thing... But i really really am too stressed up...

Don ask me... So now how? How? I DON KNOW!!! If i know... U think i will not do it meh... I will do it if i know... The thing is... I DON KNOW! Shit Earth la... I sldn't have come to this world... Being a useless man... Kanna Suan like nobody's business... " Aiyo... So stupid ar...", " No use la u... Who who who also better that u".... Bla Bla Bla... I have to torlerate all this... I am someone that keep torlerate... I will use a lot of time to think abt it... Then if u do it again... SHOW NO MERCY! But usually... It doesn't happen... I feel like shouting now...

AHHHHHH!!!AAAHHH!!!! AHHHHAAAHHHHAAAHHH!!! I came home so stressed up, i shouted in the lift... and when i reached home, i took a pail of water... Put my head in and SCREAMED!!! It helps... But i cant keep doing it... !!!! SHIT!!! FARK!!! I don know what i doing now also... Just IRRITATED!!! Bye!!!


I am Okie... I think... Just wanna Write it out... No comments pls... Thanks

11:27 PM;


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Desmond Lim Siong Lin
19 years old
Astrological Sign: Scorpio
Hobbies and Interests: BaDmInToN, GaMiNg .. Actually... THats all
Favorite Music: MoHeCaNs, sAmMi...


I am very talkative...
Very friendy...
But not very good at girls... Thats the worst thing...


I like badminton a lot.
Started learning from my brother's father since K1... Even though i still sux at it... i sux in a lot of thing...


Well i also like ART cause my sister's Mother taugh me art since i was very young too...But i also sux in art... CAuse i draw very very very slow Haiz...


I love fishes...Got quite a lot of fishes at home...A big one (gone when he was 18years old) and some small small ones...HahA... Nothing More abt me liao...


One more thing...
I am a very boring person...Sniff Sniff...

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-Design Shoe Cover
-More and More Shorts!!
-Be with that little someone
-Able to pass my course now
-Have my hair grown back ASAP
-TATTOO My Chinese Name
-Sleep Well


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