Yesterday was a very very very BUSY day for me...
Its was Mother's Day and Shawn's Bithday( He celebrate it earlier)
To me, Mother's Day is the MOST important day, Why!
Since Young, I was always jealous of my younger sister, cause my mother LOVES her...
My sister is an accident child therefore my mother will care for her more...
My mother left us when i was in Pri 1...
She went away from home after a quarrel with my DAD...( thats y i HATE my DAD)
I was still very stupid then so i didn't notice...i thought she went on a holiday...
Then she came back after my dad went to "beg" she back...She was at my GrandMom hse.
Then i was okie...But not for long
She left home again when i was in Sec1... I was realy damn sad...( thats y i was a loner during my Sec1 and 2 life...)
Before that period of time, i was a very bad kid, drinking...smoking...
But after that, i had no time for all this as i am always thinkning of my mom...
Thats when i turn from a bad naughty boy to a LONER...
Still she came back...But it nv got better...
When i was in Sec4, towards the end when i was doing my 'N' lvl art coursework, my dad wanted to divorce with my Mom, that day! i was damn confused and distracted, i did not know wat to do and i kept thinking abt it. Not concentating in lessons, not knowing that someone was calling me, not DOING my HW...HaIx...
When they didn't divorce, as i told my mom, if u divorce, isn't that what my dad wants? Don care abt him, just do ur part and u are in no wrong...
Since then, i was always trying to make my mom happy, and she IS HAPPY... As in 16years of my life, i have never see her smile...SERIOUS!
Now she know what i am always thinkning and she knows that i am a kid that know my limits, therefore she always approve abt what i am abt to do...For example, playing games, going out late at night or even trying to woo this girl...
Yesterday,14/05/06, we didn't do anything much, just a normal day, we have dinner at 11pm outside and thats all...No presents! As my family and i believe that to make a person happy, its not abt the present for thier birthday or anything, is the part u are in thier everyday life...U don onli make them happy during any special days, but in their everyday lives... Y i HATE my DAD? i think u get the idea now... But i will always just do my part and hope he understands...( just like what my mother is doing...)
